I’m having a girls night sleepover with my two best friends and hearing all of their stories and watching them talk to the boys they like has made me realize that there must be something wrong with me. They’ve pointed out to me how my boyfriend(or from the last time i checked, thats what he was) doesn’t act like he’s with me in public. Instead of holding my hand, he likes to make mean jokes about me and poke fun at me. I know that he’s always just joking, but it hurts when my friends have only seen him treat me that way rather than act like a typical “boyfriend” should act. I never realized how much it bothered me until now. Then, watching my friends get excited over text messages from their guys while I sit back and look at a screen that says a message was “read [6 hours ago]” and hasn’t been replied to yet makes me feel so unwanted, and the worst part is I can’t text him again because of my intense fear of coming across as the “needy” girlfriend. Not to mention the problem that’s manifesting itself into an unnecessarily large issue of self consciousness. He doesn’t want our relationship on Facebook- got it. But I am a girl, and of course, I’m secretly convincing myself it’s because he is ashamed of me. Why would he want our relationship hidden, and why wouldn’t he want to act like my boyfriend in public? :(
Posted 1 day ago
Funny how relationships are different nowadays.
1950's lyrics: Love me tender, love me true, all my dreams fulfilled. For, my darling, I love you, and I always will.1960's lyrics: When the girl in your arms is the girl in your heart, then you've got everything.
1970's lyrics: I hope you don't mind that I put down in words, how wonderful life is while you're in the world.
2012 lyrics: Almost drowned in her pussy so I swam to her butt.
That awkward moment when you set something down for a second and it freakin disappears
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I want to be able to share the problems that I have with myself to someone and make my feelings be known… That would be so nice right now.
Posted 2 days ago
my current favorite song (:
